one day at a time

out of surgery

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:38:50 -0700

10:30pm

I got there at 4:30pm and left at 8:45pm, the dr said that he was running a special three hernias for the price for one. He did not have to cut and it went well but since he was in terrible pain, they decided to keep him for one night so I will go back tomorrow around 10am to pick him up. He is ok tho.

today

Wed, 15 May 2013 08:27:55 -0700

5/15/2013

173

A has a surgery today at 12:45pm, 3 days before his bday. I hope everything will go ok and without any complications.

hernia

Tue, 14 May 2013 12:50:16 -0700

5/14/2013

174lb

I could not sleep last night after walking out on A in hayward and him not calling me, it was not like him, I could not sleep, my hernia was bothering me again so I text him at 1am wanting for him to come over so I can get some sleep next to him, it turns out that after I left A started to feel chest pains and his gingers got numbs and could not breath and barely made it to Redwood City emergency room, he had internal hernia as well that needs to be operated within 48 hours. he will speak with his Dr today at 2pm and see when is it scheduled for.

On another note, my brother is coming to see D graduate !!! I am so excited and I know that D will be so so happy.

day to myself

Mon, 13 May 2013 19:19:46 -0700

5/13/2013

A kind of moved in with me, he has been staying more and more at my place and at some point even D said that A is living with us and even tho we did not really talk about and I always told him that I wanted to take things slow, after 6 months of dating, the man kind of moved in, he has been staying the night every single night and it was great until I realized that he is always at my place and I felt like married old couple and I felt like I could not breath, I waited too long, I should have asked him while back what was going on and that is not what we talked about but we did not so just last MOnday I asked him while my blood was boiling and I holding my tongue to give me a day to myself and now it is week later and it seems that we have broken up. This feel like such a dejavue since about 8 months ago I was having a break up with R.

I believe that A does not know how to find balance and he does not know how to find it, he does the oposite of it, we have not really taked face to face until today, we had a fight on Wednesday and he just withdrew and went out of town until this morning and I told him how I felt via email, he cannot find balance therefore we are no longer together,

I admitted that I had soem things to work on and apparently if it is my my way, it is the highway which he is not the first person to tell me that, I told him that I wanted to work on that but he gets so quiet and just does not say anything.

On another more happier note, I had the best mother’s day with my son, I went out the night before with the girls so I slept in until 11am ! we went to the Alameany flea market and go soe papusas and then went by the pool and played Monopoly and he bought me two beautiful bunches of roses, off white and orange and we ordered Indian take out and he set the table with candles and it was perfect. just perfect.

Scandal

Sat, 11 May 2013 17:54:34 -0700

5/11/2013

174lb

Is it very bad of me to me coocked up in my home when there weather in SF was in 70’s . well I did that…watching “Scandal.”

Milk Thistle Seed Extract

Wed, 08 May 2013 07:22:37 -0700

is good for repairing your liver, i am goingto get some , 30 drop in water daily

one year

Wed, 01 May 2013 08:30:54 -0700

Yesterday marked one year since I started going to the gym, I have not lost any weight but gained muscle mass because I am wearing smaller size in clothes - from 16 to 10/12; I feel great and have abundance of energy…be good to your body; it will thank you.

amaluna coming to SF !

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 16:09:18 -0700

Damn, I drove 200 miles each way to Seattle to find out yesterday that Amaluna is coming to SF !

LOBSTER !!

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 10:39:00 -0700

4/23/2013

171

Still juicing but I am eating some things….I went out to East Bay on Sunday and applied SPF 8 and did not really get tan so yesterday I left work at noon and went out to tan by the pool from 12:30 until 3:30pm and I put some SPF 8 on my legs and nothing on my back and lowered my bikini and I got soo burned that the heat is raising up from it. I slept on my stomach the whole night while A applied aloe vera on me. He called me this morning his lobster.

seen in the Mission

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 19:13:31 -0700

beets

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 07:57:31 -0700

4/12/2013

170

I added beets to my juice and it became beautifully deep red color and little bit sweeter. I really wanted to eat something but just ate the apple and carrot pulp with some honey,

so sore

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 07:22:07 -0700

4/10/2013

170lb

I am very sore today, I have been doing boxing for two days and today I have a hard time moving, i did ot go to te gym and I need to bike to work because A went to see his mom, its her bday, so I am on my own. The only good thing is that it is going to be 75 degrees today the warm weather will motivate me to get going’ the juicing is not bad, I think the first day it has been the worst. I have 5oz of yogurt in the Am and 2oz of salmon in the PM and that makes be more stable, I was feeling very dizzy on Monday after work but after eating some proteins I was much better.

eBay

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 10:40:00 -0700

WHOOOO!

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guess what ?

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 21:14:07 -0700

4/7/2013

D found a big boss juicer for me at our goodwill donation drop off ! i love the way it works, I just bought the Hamilton one on Friday so now I can sell one.

I drank juice the whole day until we went to an Italian place and I had some calzone and now I am 178lb anyway I juiced this evening for tomorrow apples, spinach, celery, broccoli which is a no no, orange, carrots, zucchini, cucumber, asparagus and grapes. I liked this mixture…goodnight

morning SF !

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 10:34:04 -0700

4/7/2013

Today I mixed one bunch of kale, one bunch of celery, 5 small carrots, 5 small apples and about 7 asparagus and got over 64 oz of juice. Over all cost about $8!

pismo beach

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 23:41:40 -0700

4/6/2013

I am ashamed to say that I have been in California for 9.5 years and I have never been to Pismo Beach which it is a crime apparently among locals so I went’ eaten the clam chowder and Surf Cafe and eater the cinnamon bun at the old west cafe and on the way there got myself, well A bought it for me, a new juicer ! Hamilton big mouth one…haha…it is not that big.

The mixed that I did in Pismo Beach and it was yummy was arauguale, celery, carrots, apples and cucumber.

more juicing !

Fri, 05 Apr 2013 09:03:32 -0700

4/5/2013

171lbs

This morning I tried to mix more oranges, carrots, celery, cilantro, grapes and asparagus. They juice tested a lot sweeter to me, I guess the radishes made it very sharp.

hungry for change and fat sick and nearly dead

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 18:15:30 -0700

4/4/2013

174

I watched these two documentaries yesterday because I was not feeling well and went home early so I had to stay in bed and I watched them back to back and this cloud lifted when I finished watching them that raw not processed food is the way to go, I mean I knew that but never really thought about taking on the concept of eating unprocessed food.

The second documentary fat sick and nearly daed, is about a man that decided to just drink fresh juices for 60 days and his health improved tremendously he looses lot of weight and he looks fanatic s and has more energy…I want to try it as well.

Today after work I tried juice which is very filling I mixed carrots, apples, radishes parsley and celery together, the juice had too much green vegetables but I can try different fruits and vegetables and see which one I like. I know that I like carrots and apples ! A and I are going to Morrow Bay tomorrow but I will get this juicing under control, I will try to do it for 30 days and see how I feel.

sold it within 2 hours to Santa Barbara for $33

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 18:53:00 -0700

raining

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 07:11:48 -0700

4/1/2013 176lb

I just came back from the gym, I have been feeling just sore and on a rusty side in the past few weeks, i am not sure what it is but I dont like it. I have been active more but I have my pigging out moments that always mess me up. Yesterday I stayed home mosto f the day, I went to the flea market but it started to rain so we caem back and finally D helped me wash my car, after 7 years it finally happened. i stayed home watching nothing most of the day and it felt like wasting time, i did not pick my book until later and I wish I have done that at the early afternoon.